"I want to know God's thoughts...the rest are just details" - Albert Einstein

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 20:11:59 GMT

i have another journal - lipstick_bliss

add it.

haha again

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 08:25:29 GMT

NEW JOURNAL :

femme_fatalle
(and yes people, I spelled it correctly! the french way of course!)

Add it if you know whats good for you!

oh here we go......

Fri, 12 Dec 2003 02:57:33 GMT

Im falling hard for him.

way fucking hard.

<3333

**ps. If any of you have extra invite codes that you do not think you'll be using...please send one my way. we all know how i get with journals. Amorousfashion@aol.com

yay for weather

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 21:20:18 GMT

ITS RAINING !!!!!!

I freakin love it.

I wish I wasnt sick. otherwise I'd go run around in it.

horoscope for the day

Thu, 11 Dec 2003 16:13:49 GMT

December 11, 2003
Today, april, you may find yourself feeling especially sociable. You might want to look up old friends whom you haven't seen for awhile, perhaps to release past quarrels or hurt feelings. Take care to release them, however, instead of bringing them up again. You could well be feeling more sensitive than usual, and thus any sort of explanations may lead to friction. Be especially aware of your friends' good qualities, so that you can relax and enjoy their company.

http://www.astrocenter.com

*haha..i find this to be somewhat amusing. Mostly because there are no old friends who i have quarreled with who I would EVER want to talk to again. I just dont go back to people I hate. haha *

Wed, 10 Dec 2003 22:30:54 GMT

April...going to settle down??

hmmm.

most definitely.

lurkers

Wed, 10 Dec 2003 04:09:21 GMT

Hey do me a favor.
If you come to my journal,And are not on my friends list, if by chance you read some things... thats cool. Go for it. After all, livejournal is a public website and if I didnt want things known..i wouldn't keep a journal. BUT do not try and act like you know me. Do not think that because you read some posts..you automatically know whats up with me, or how I am. And then when you say things to people...be aware that it will get back to me. You seem to act like you know a lot about me...but darling, you dont know jackshit.

thanks.

yowzas

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 19:08:36 GMT

Does anyone agree with me when I say firefighters are beyond sexy?
so freakin hot.

ahhh yeahhhh

Sat, 06 Dec 2003 09:33:05 GMT

Wait? Who has the raddest journal layout?
OH, ME OF COURSE!!!

*yes there is a new one..when you're sick, you get bored*

Fri, 05 Dec 2003 23:38:16 GMT

Having a livejournal seems to be one of the biggest mistakes ever.
but for some reason...i keep using it. when will i ever wake up?

shit

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 23:11:25 GMT

YEPS.. I got pneumonia.
i rock.
=/

sick sick sick

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 19:14:58 GMT

So since I've been sick for two weeks now.. i went back to the doctors this morning. I have a cough that i just cant kick...so they sent me to get x-rays done. They think I may have pneumonia. GREAT. Thats just what I needed. They should be calling me back in a few hours to tell me exactly what the x-ray said.
Keep your fingers crossed for me.

<3

question time

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 07:25:24 GMT

Im curious.

Do you think its ok for a girl to date/hangout with/talk to/ whatever you want to call it...more then one guy at a time?
Tell me what you think.

<3

hmmm

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 00:16:24 GMT

My horoscope for today says:

Your emotions are going to have a special kick to them today, april, which you apt to take very seriously. There is a strong battling instinct within you that is ready to fight and defend your sensitive feelings. The trick today is to stay grounded and focused. Plan, organize, and you will be able to get quite a bit done. Try not to act too rashly despite the urge to lash out as soon as someone crosses your path.

(astrocenter.com)

Well, I'll be damned. Ain't that the freakin truth.

yeah yeah

Tue, 02 Dec 2003 04:40:38 GMT

Dustin is on his way over to my casa.
hmmmmmm.
<3

Mon, 01 Dec 2003 19:56:34 GMT

Im suppose to go see The Producers on Thursday. For some reason, I was really excited...but now.. I dont want to go. Theres so many others things i'd rather be doing that night. BLAH!

saturday night

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 17:54:59 GMT

I went and hung out with miss rikka denialxisxkey last night. boy, have i missed her!! We met up with some friends (it was brian's birthday)...drove to some party out in Corona - but it was already broken up..then we drove to another party...and that one was over too...so we just said fuck it, and went back to Ghetto's (its a nickname) apartment, where we played drunken musical chairs. Since Im on medication..i was the music person since i couldnt drink. haha. man, that was seriously some funny shit. try it sometime.
But overall..I was only out for like an hour and 45 minutes. I started feeling terrible so i went home...checked my temperature and it was at 101.8 eh...not good. I was seriously shaking, and I kept getting the chills...so after sitting online for like 20 minutes I made myself get off this damn thing and I went and layed down where I passed out immediately. I really need to go see the doctor on monday. cuz this shit is just lame.
Now, my mommy is making me breakfast. aww.....
<3

You're a 50's corset. You'll poke someone's eye
out with those babies.

What corset are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

stolen from Donny worshipsatan666

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 18:21:08 GMT

x. I am: April
x. I want: my sickness to go away
x. I have: a freakin fever
x. I wish: i was feeling better (haha)
x. I hate: dumb hoes
x. I miss: dustin
x. I fear: flying
x. I hear: im the best lay ever... HAHAHA
x. I search: for uhm....eh...
x. I wonder: what will happen in my current situation
x. I regret: nothing
x. I love: my son Justus
x. I ache: my whole fucking body aches cuz im a sickling
x. I always: talk shit on dumb ass hoes (haha)
x. I am not: a loser!
x. I dance: lap dance.....hahaha..kiddin
x. I sing: everything
x. I cry: when im sad
x. I am not always: getting laid
x. I write: uhm, nothing - i type
x. I win: ALWAYS BITCHES
x. I lose: NEVER
x. I confuse: i think everyone..haha
x. I should: go lay back down

x. Three things you are often complimented for: eyes, smile and my ass
x. You get embarrassed when: i act like a dork (so 99% of my life)
x. What upsets you: lame people, dishonesty
x. You keep a diary: a livejournal
x. You like to cook: italian food
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: uhm, no.
x. You set your watch a few minutes ahead: i dont have a watch.
x. You bite your fingernails: fuck yes i do...and i hate it.
x. You believe in love: damn straight

Who is...?
x. The weirdest person you know: myself hahaha
x. The loudest person you know: An old friend whos name starts with an A and ends with an A
x. Your close friends: Helen and Chris Warner
x. The person that knows the most about you: probably Helen
x. Most boring teacher: i always liked my teachers

What is?
x. Your most overused phrase on IM: "haha"
x. Last image/thought you go to sleep with: lately, dustin
x. Your best feature: my eyes
x. Inside joke: I dunno if its an inside joke..but there is something about speedbumps that make me laugh

Do You...?
x. Take a shower everyday: yes
x. Have a (any) crush (es): yes
x. Think you've been in love: i definitely was at one time.
x. Want to get married: you betcha
x. Have any tattoos/where?: 2 - on my akeles tendons (both legs)
x. Piercing/where?: 4 in each ear , though i only wear 1 in each ear
x. Get along with your parents: depends

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF
x. Ryan: the aussie
x. Rob: jesse's friend
x. Stephanie: woohoo patiencekills
x. Heather: McGowen
x. Aaron: hmm..no one
x. Amy: my cousin
x. Eve: the rapper chick
x. Jon: Zamora!
x. Alex: a friend who lives up north
x. Justin: fashiondisaster
x. Ricky: Ricardo
x. Jack: Will and Grace!!

SCREEN NAMES: Amorousfashion
SIGN: Aries
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: blonde
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: light brown..not on purpose though
EYE COLOR: green

(FAVORITES)
NUMBER: 3
COLOR: green or red
DAY: saturday
MONTH: january of decemeber
SONG: every damn song by Elvis Costello
FOOD: thai or mexican
SEASON: spring
DRINK: cosmopolitans or cherry coke
VEGGIE: eggplant

(PREFERENCES)
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: hot chocolate
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE?: chocolate

(IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU)
CRIED?: no
HELPED SOMEONE?: no
BOUGHT SOMETHING?: no
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID, "I LOVE YOU??: to my son
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER?: no
TALKED TO AN EX?: yeah.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: i am right now
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: no
MISSED SOMEONE?: hmm..i guess
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
KISSED SOMEONE?: no
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: i dont fight with my friends

mornin'

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 17:58:50 GMT

I keep running a damn fever. Last night it wouldnt go below 99.8 Ok so yeah that may not be a big deal..but then out of nowhere it will shoot up to like 101.5 Yeah thats a problem. Right now its 99.6 And Im wearing a shitload of clothes...because Helen said i need to sweat it out. Well im hot, and uncomfortable HELEN! hahaha. Anyways- I took some tylenol..maybe that will help reduce it. *crosses fingers*
hmm...I want to go back to bed.

<3

kevin

Sat, 29 Nov 2003 04:34:45 GMT

I talked to Kevin online today for a bit. I think I totally hurt his feelings. That doesnt make me too happy. Regardless, I dont want him to be hurt, and to feel alone. Im always here for him as a friend. I hope he understands that.

<3

Thanksgiving

Fri, 28 Nov 2003 18:12:17 GMT

Wow. Thanksgiving was amazing. Well, at least certain parts of it.
None of our family came over. haha. It was just my parents, my son, my grandmother, and my aunt and uncle. My other aunt and uncle moved up north, my cousins all live out of state or are too far, my sister lives in Vegas and didnt want to come down.. and my brother and his family stayed home of course because my niece was in the hospital and just got out yesterday morning. So yeah.. thanksgiving here was very small. but for some reason, my mother ordered FIVE PIES plus she baked a cake...so we seriously have dessert to last us till next Thanksgiving! haha. my mom...gosh sometimes you just have to love her.
I left here around 5:30pm and headed over to Dustins. I got to meet his mother and stepfather...and a few of his friends who were over for thanksgiving. His mom and stepdad have to be the 2 coolest people in the world. And his mother seriously looks like a playboy bunny. Shes sooooo freakin beautiful. Now I know where he gets his good looks! We all hung out for a bit...and watched Bruce Almighty. That is such a good movie. People..you need to seriously rent it or buy it. Its hilarious. Then everyone left and Dustin and I watched Harry Potter 2. Then we went back upstairs to the living room and hung out with his mom and stepdad some more. I seriously already love his family. haha. They are just simply amazing.
So yeah I stayed the night there..and I woke up super early this morning (7am) and headed home. I wanted to be here before Justus woke up..and I was. On his way to work this morning..Dustin called me and we chatted for a bit. We may hang out tonite. Or possibly tomorrow. We'll figure it out after he gets off work. <3
I swear... life just keeps getting better and better......

<3

Wednesday Night

Thu, 27 Nov 2003 21:29:44 GMT

Last night was so much fun.
There is this guy, Rene, who is good friends with Kevin and thats how I met him, but overtime, we have become good friends...well...He was out in Long Beach with Frankie, Dustin and the whole gang of guys they hang out with..and they invited me down. So if course I went.
I ended up hanging out with Dustin all night. He has to be the most beautiful man I have ever seen. Seriously. We have talked before online but this was the first time we met in person, and we just hit it off from the beginning. We hung out at Frankie's for a few hours...then we went to some bar called the V room. We were there for a few hours then walked home. (its only a block from the house) Dustin and I were talking the whole time and he is such a sweetheart. Im probably going to his house later for Thanksgiving. (but of course, thats IF my parents want to watch Justus for me)
Ok Well anyways......
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!!

love, me

x-mas party

Thu, 27 Nov 2003 02:35:20 GMT

This gorgeous hunk of a man named Troy who is a navy firefighter..has asked me to be his date for the Navy Christmas Party.. of course I said YES !!
hehe.. I'll have to get a sexy dress now. What a good excuse to go shopping!
<3

Survey stolen from Jesse eggsovaryz

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 18:06:18 GMT

1. What's on your bedside table?
I dont have a bedside table =(

2. What's the geekiest part of your music collection?
haha, all of it.. no uhm...The Aquabats (i've had it since 7th grade..lay off people)

3. What do you eat when you raid the fridge at night?
cheese and crackers - or icecream when I have it.

4. If you could have plastic surgery, what would
you have done?
what every girl in so cal would get.. a boob job!

5. Do you have a completely irrational fear?
nah...

6. What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?
April, insecure? HAHAHA.. thats a joke.

7. Do you ever have to beg? for sex?
NEVER

8. Do you have too many love interests?
hmm.. I have one at the moment. And he's plenty!

9. Do you know anyone famous?
haha.. yes.

10. Describe your bed.
Queen size, kinda high off the ground..leopard sheets and a white down comforter...

11. Spontaneous or plan?
i go both ways depending

12. Who should play you in a movie about your life?
Wynona Ryder or however you spell her name

13. Do you know how to play poker?
you betcha

14. What do you carry with you at all times?
make up, drivers license, gas card, snacks for Justus

15. How do you drive?
very well thank you.

16. What do you miss most about being little?
haha, Helen and I have discussed this... We miss GETTING AWAY WITH SHIT.

17. Are you happy with your given name?
yeah it works for me i suppose

18. What color is your bedroom?
my walls are white....

19. What was the last song you were listening to?
Ella Fitzgerald: lady is a tramp

20. Have you ever been in a school play?
Yeps! The Story of Helen Keller and Fiddler on the Roof!

21. Have you ever been in love?
i believe so.

22. Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?
yes, i actually do.

23. Do you like it?
you mean LOVE it

24. Do you love it?
thats what i said bitch

25. There it is?
Thats where its at

26. Do you think you're cute?
hehe yes

27. Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?
when I want to be....

Tuesday Night

Wed, 26 Nov 2003 17:25:33 GMT

Last night at the last minute I decided to go out. Im still trying to figure out if that was a good idea or not since Im sick...probably wasnt, because my chest hurts today. Or maybe its just because I was smoking and I probably shouldn't have. eh, whatever.
Incahoots was its normal typical self. Except of course I was dodging the bartenders. (when I quit I was told to "take a break" from the club..LAME) But I wasn't drinking anyways because of the medication i'm on..so it all worked out pretty well.
Helen age_of_consent, Jesse eggsovaryz, Rob and the others were all there. And Jaime xayedeex and her friend showed up. So overall it was a cool evening.
Ok time to get Justus ready...he has a doctors appt.

<3A.